Saturday, July 31, 2010
Frankly speaking, I left the office at a very foul mood last night.
I did my portion of work, chasing for approval and getting things on the right track, but I realised more and more things keep coming to me, making it my fault when there is a hiccups. I have my limits of endurance.
Been working in the office, everyday, till late. It's is very depressing to see people leaving one by one, but I just can't!!! Everything has to be done, everyone wants something. And bear in mind, there is only ONE Carmen. Is it my fault that there is only one support staff in our group? Is it my fault that, the management don't want to get another support staff?
I work late for the group every night, but who gets to see? Do I have to publish in the newspaper or run around the office telling people, how late I stayed in the office the previous night? Sometimes when I leave the office on the dot, did they know I bring work home to do? Do I have to send sms to everyone at 3am in the morning, to tell them, I just updated an expenditure update or planned a media schedule??? Like that, then my hard work will get acknowledged? Work so hard for what.
Ever been to the doctor for chest pain, and he said, I overworked. I should relax and give myself a rest. CAN I??? How to relax when everyone is breathing down my neck. and getting into my nerve? How to rest when emails keep coming in without ending?
Maybe it's time for me to leave... I have accepted the fact that I am the only support staff in the group, so I just put in 101% and work. HOWEVER, NO ONE APPREACIATE!!! Maybe I am too naive to believe that...
Very very tired... very very depressed...
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i know how u feel. I have been working very hard for the last eight years and they just take it for granted..sometime i work till 930pm went home and work till 2am and woke up 6am to start the work again. and when now biz not so good i able to go back on the dot...u guess what they said I miss u not seeing u not working....they are always asking yet never appreciate..so dont bother by them just do what u need to do and go home. Not worth the price of damanging your health...Never. Jo
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